White

Today I will wear nothing, but white,
It should be my mourning of a kind.
I haven't slept, I was sitting behind
The screen and typing the letter all night.
"...Will be..." "...the happiest..." "...if you decide..."
I read it once more... Have I lost my mind?!
"Delete!" "You Sure?" "Yes!" I will never find
Myself there. I will remember the pride.
I will wear white, so the sun rays won't reach
My weeping soul with their warming smiles.
With patience of mountain tops by a beach
I will be calm and cold. Keeping silence,
I won't let you guess by a gesture or speech
That after your love I'd walk thousands of miles...

2010